Wednesday, May 26, 2010

My Sophmore Year



Belive it or not the school year has nearly come to an end.
My sophmore year brought many great things,learned alot,met new people,and brought things I will never forget.Knowing that I only been in high school for 2 years now,I think sohpmore year has been the hardest.Knowing how just as the years go by you learn and realize many thing.Sohpmore year has changed me alot,not only as a person but also mentally.I have been through so much tough times this sophmore year,and let me tell you they were not the greatest.


Something I have learned is never give up on something you think you can't do,because if you stop trying it will lead to no where.Having good grades is the best thing ever it makes you feel so succesfull.I remeber in the beginig of the year my grades where almost a 3.5 avergae,I was always so proud of myself.I felt like I was in top of the world.Their was times where I would be so lazy to do my work in class that I told myself"ok,one assignment isn't going to hurt your grade it's not a big deal".Thinking my grades were the best,I stopped doing my assignments in class and my homework.Eventually I realized my grades had been dropping,they dropped to almost F's to all my classes.I was so down about all this that I didn't even want to bother to bring my grades up because they where so low.Trying to keep my grades up was one of the reasons why I did'nt stop trying.Eventually I started to do my assignments,I turned in my missing homeworks,and I did alot of extra credit.My grades became back to normal again and it felt really good to know that.Now I tell myself wow I was so dumb to ever think that.I ask myself imagine if I didn't try what would happen?I would probably not pass my classes.Just know if you don't try something you think is impossible to do,don't give up because in the end many great things can happen.


Throught this year I realized what the meaning of "friendship"was.This year I found out who my real friends where,who I never plan to trust again in the future,and who I am not going to depend on.Lets just say this year iv'e been backstabbed in ways I thought were not even possible.Having someones trust is the hardest thing to show someone how much they really mean to you,knowing someone abused that trust is very disapointing.I know people are not perfect in any way,their is not such thing as perfect,everyone makes mistakes,but to me a sorry isn't worth nothing.Seeing the things I went thru made me feel so down,but it also made me who I am now.Never depend on someonebut yourselfs.

Friday, May 21, 2010

My Time Machine










Imagine your self creating a time machine,what would happen if you had one right in front of your eyes?where would you go?
If I where to travel back in time I would go to the time where the beatles exsisted.
The resosn why I would go to those times is because I would want to see a Beatles concert live.The Beatles song are all so great they are odd but make you wonder. Many of their songs have so much meaning to them.One song in particular that became so popular was "Revolution".In this song they say they do want a revolution and evolution to “change the world.” But how do they want to change the world? They want to do it without destruction. “But when you talk about destruction, don’t you know that you can count me out.” In the next stanza, The Beatles show their political views against communism through the mentioning of Chairman Mao, and “if you go carry pictures of him…you ain’t going to make it with anyone".

The Beatles one of the first groups that used their music as a medium for social activism,meaning they tried creating peace throught their music for the world.They became most significant and influential rock groups on society during this time period.Just imagine yourself being their at this time,it would be scary but yet interesting. I would be able to understand their music more and feel how people felt back then. Many protested against the war and some weirdos were for it. To me, War is stupid. What's the whole point of fighting your own kind and hurting them because they have a different mind set than you. I think The Beatles were successful in showing the world peace. I think it really worked.

They made a mark in history making them known throughout the world. Even though they are dead they are still world wide known with their successful peace music that made everyone want to dance to it.

My anything Essay

Love? What exactly is love? I think love is the kind of feeling you get when you are with someone for a very long time. Sometimes I ask myself, what if you have feelings for the same sex as you?

Is it wrong to love someone the same gender as you?
What I am trying to say with this is why do so many people dislike the fact that a human can not love the person they choose. We are all equal, not lower, not higher, but the same living, breathing, feeling thing just like anyone else. Anyone should be able to love who they want for everyone deserves happiness and a happy ending.

In my personal opinion I think they should legalize gay/lesbian rights because the heart should be open to whoever it desires to be with. I mean, people shouldn't tell one another who they are allowed to love or to be with.
I also think in some beliefs in religion shouldn't be considered a sin because if god created love then he also created mixed love combined.

Many people think homosexual marrige should not be allowed for so many reasons. Some say that lesbians and gay's cannot create a baby.

It may be true but their is also adopting isn't their?sure is but "society" is trying to prevent the homosexuals to adopt.
According to a research study homosexuals can effect children in many ways.
Children living with a homosexual couple can end up living in poverty,domestic violence,and ethier turning out homosexual.
In my opinion I think researchers only look at the negative side of homosexuality and not the good side,I think they are been "sexist".Other researchers show that many children end up going to college and they all don't turn out to be homosexual.
Many people may diffrent opinions about all this,but this is my personal opinion.If a homosexual couple is wanting to adopt a child,they should have the right to do so.

Many times I ask myself why do so many people discriminate homosexuals?I guess it's just the way each individual person in the world is.Personally,I think god created a diffrences on human beings because if they we were all the same it would be boring

Saturday, May 15, 2010

My Wisdom Quote


"I see life like a clock tick tock ,tick tock, 1year, 360 days ,12 months ,7 days,24 hours ,60 minutes ,60 seconds ,take time as a value ,take time to care and love one another,take time and don't waste it ,because eventually at any moment ,time will run out,life could stop ticking."-Viviana Arevalo

If today was my last day living in this world, my wisdom quote says pretty much what I would say if they were my few last words.I see life as a clock because notice how time has gone by so fast,I could still remeber part of my childhood like if it was yesterday.As a little girl I would always tell my mom "I can't wait till I turn 15".The reason was because my cousins would always go out to dances and party late at night.Well back then I visualized to have the same teenage life as my cousins did ,that I was going to have so much fun,I was going to feel free.Back then I really did'nt know any better but to think of "my future".Now that i looked back to this i know i learned so much from the past.I am 16 years old I realize been a teenager is harder then I imagined it to be.

High school ,homework,friends,ect it is to much to handle.Sometimes I wish I could be a little girl once again and only worry about my barbie dolls and not worry so much about been a grownup.The only thing to do is just go on with life and suck it up.Another reason why I would compare life and a clock is because, notice that one day everything happens to go by so perfect that you think nothing can ruin it, you may be wrong.Look out of the box,as perfect it may seem,the phone could ring and that phone call can change everything.I have a similar story to this,a couple of months ago we where at the store grocery shopping,when we saw my mom's cousin/compadre named Jesus.We saw him said hello and had a little conversation with him ect.

Month's later we recived a phone call from my aunty,it was about 8 in the morning,the call was to inform us that my mom's cousin/compadre had past away the night before.It was a big shock to us,we never imgained that the time we had saw him at the store was the last time we would talk to him.
Knowing all this had happend, I realize that I should value the time I have with someone, such as my family or friends and tell them that I love them because no one really knows if the next day you happen to wake up and one of your loved ones is not their.Everyday I go to sleep and wake up the next morning,I give thanks to god for letting me live another day,because I know I will make the best of this day and try to accomplish something new.Eventually a clock will stop working,take life as time and value every minute of it.

Friday, May 14, 2010

If I Where His For One Day


:)ESPINOZA PAZ,♥



If I were to choose to be someone for a day I would choose to be my favorite singers girlfriend.My favorite singer is Espinoza Paz.Espinoza Paz was born on October 29 in the state of Sonora,Mexico.Espinoza has been through the hardest experience, his Mother, Mrs. Maria de la Paz Espinoza, passed away, marking his life forever.
Ever since he was a child he had this dream of becoming a singer.He remembered His mother would always say"to not give up on something that one day could come true."
That is one of the reasons he never let his dream fall,it was an encouragement for him to keep his head up high and follow what he really wanted.All the tragic things that he's been thru has made him who he is now.

That dream he once had as a child has became a dream come true.
Espinoza's cd's are one of the most best sellers in the world.His very first cd album came out in the year 2007 when his career as a songwriter first started.
He has become famous and well known in the Regional Mexican music.
The songs he composes are related to things that hes been thru throught his life.Mostly all his songs are about love and heartbreaks,their is one song in specific that talks about his mother and how much he misses her.When I heard this song it really touched me because it reminded me of my grandma that past away.

One of my favorite songs is called "Ponte En Mi Lugar" it talks about how someone that you once loved treated you so horrible that you just couldn't let go and now you realize what would happen if karma did the same to you.It really is a great song i really love it.Another reason I would want to be his girlfriend because he has that unique personality,he shows that fame isn't so important in his life.
Even though I have never talked to him, the way he shows himself on t.v makes me get butterflies,the way he talks the way he is everything is so original about him,he has this accent that I hear everytime I go visit Mexico.The style he has is also so unique,he wears the traditional chero outfit.Wich are the pointy boots,camisas,tejana ect.It seems that labeled clothes don't matter to him ,i really like that about a guy.

I also think he is very cute,but many say he really isn't,I guess what makes him seem cute to me is the way he shows his personality.Espinoza Paz has everything I would want in a guy, he would be my dream come true.These are some specific reasons why I would choose to be his girlfriend for one day.