
Belive it or not the school year has nearly come to an end.
My sophmore year brought many great things,learned alot,met new people,and brought things I will never forget.Knowing that I only been in high school for 2 years now,I think sohpmore year has been the hardest.Knowing how just as the years go by you learn and realize many thing.Sohpmore year has changed me alot,not only as a person but also mentally.I have been through so much tough times this sophmore year,and let me tell you they were not the greatest.
Something I have learned is never give up on something you think you can't do,because if you stop trying it will lead to no where.Having good grades is the best thing ever it makes you feel so succesfull.I remeber in the beginig of the year my grades where almost a 3.5 avergae,I was always so proud of myself.I felt like I was in top of the world.Their was times where I would be so lazy to do my work in class that I told myself"ok,one assignment isn't going to hurt your grade it's not a big deal".Thinking my grades were the best,I stopped doing my assignments in class and my homework.Eventually I realized my grades had been dropping,they dropped to almost F's to all my classes.I was so down about all this that I didn't even want to bother to bring my grades up because they where so low.Trying to keep my grades up was one of the reasons why I did'nt stop trying.Eventually I started to do my assignments,I turned in my missing homeworks,and I did alot of extra credit.My grades became back to normal again and it felt really good to know that.Now I tell myself wow I was so dumb to ever think that.I ask myself imagine if I didn't try what would happen?I would probably not pass my classes.Just know if you don't try something you think is impossible to do,don't give up because in the end many great things can happen.
Throught this year I realized what the meaning of "friendship"was.This year I found out who my real friends where,who I never plan to trust again in the future,and who I am not going to depend on.Lets just say this year iv'e been backstabbed in ways I thought were not even possible.Having someones trust is the hardest thing to show someone how much they really mean to you,knowing someone abused that trust is very disapointing.I know people are not perfect in any way,their is not such thing as perfect,everyone makes mistakes,but to me a sorry isn't worth nothing.Seeing the things I went thru made me feel so down,but it also made me who I am now.Never depend on someonebut yourselfs.


